The Climax

So, my mood has been getting better. It's still hard sometimes but it's getting easier a little by little. One of them has removed me from all social media and decided that her life will be better if I only talk to her if I absolutely have to. I understand and respect that completely though it's very hard. Then with the other one, she has decided to start including me in her life again, we're hanging out tomorrow so we'll see how awkward that is...

I saw this poem, and it made me think of them both. Oh well, I'm praying for them both and I really do hope that God does amazing things for and through them.

Fake It

It doesn't matter much and I don't really care
About your flawless smile, and your soft, warm eyed stare.
It shouldn't even affect me
How your laugh rings through my ears
Or how you'd hold my eyes and I'd forget all of my fears.
So i'll just continue on my life
And pretend you were never a part
Because the way you pretend I'm not
Destroys and breaks my heart.