Sigh, I am just drained. I'm so tired, mentally, physically, and emotionally. I feel defeated, alone, worthless, and like I'm easy to cut off.
But I know that God is still good, so I'll wait on Him to renew my strength and help pick me back up. I'm content to wait, but I'm spiraling down and it's so hard to stop.
I know it's easy for me to push people away and most of the time I can do it fairly easily, but I'm growing weary, and I'm tired of always being alone.
Though I have learned one thing, never like girls. Haha, it sounds stupid but I usually don't like girls but I liked one for awhile and I got pushed aside fairly quickly.
I won't do that again.
My mistake.
Stay calm Tre', breathe.
The best is yet to come.
But I know that God is still good, so I'll wait on Him to renew my strength and help pick me back up. I'm content to wait, but I'm spiraling down and it's so hard to stop.
I know it's easy for me to push people away and most of the time I can do it fairly easily, but I'm growing weary, and I'm tired of always being alone.
Though I have learned one thing, never like girls. Haha, it sounds stupid but I usually don't like girls but I liked one for awhile and I got pushed aside fairly quickly.
I won't do that again.
My mistake.
Stay calm Tre', breathe.
The best is yet to come.
Ey. I love you. I will spend every waking moment with you if that would mean something to you. I could never and would never cut you off. I don't care if you need to open up to me or just have me there or just know that I'm available to be there. But whatever you need, consider it done.
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