Almost

Well, the semester is almost over and almost all of my classes are done. As I write this I have a 16+ slide powerpoint to do, a questions assignment to finish, a 6 page outline to do, and a 5 page paper to do as well. It sounds like a lot, but it really isn't to much if I just set my mind to do it. It should only take   all night. I'm so close to it all being done, I go home in a couple days and I can hang out before my internship starts and the summer really kicks off. I'm so excited to go home and hang out with my friends for a few days, and then I'm extremely excited about what God is going to do this summer in New Jersey where I'll be interning but just right now I can't really say I'm happy. I had to stop talking to the girl I like tonight because the way things were going it would jeopardize the internship. So we've decided not to text, and along with this new turn of events I think that will mean things will change in person as well. Just a general withdrawing from each other in general I guess is what has to happen... but it'll be tough. I know it's whats best, but it is still really hard. I just hope that because we have to draw back, that when we can talk again and figure things out that things won't have changed between us. I'd like to believe that, but the odds are stacked against us I believe. I just don't want it to be the death of something that might have happened. To think, we were so close...